About Me

Life is beautiful to me... But beautiful things do not last long. This makes me cherish my family, friends and love even more. My heart beats with all the life around. To live with Passion and live life to the fullest- that's me.

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Busy, sick, insomnia

I didn't realised that I can be such a workaholic...Or probably a way to drown off my sorrows..
If I've nothing on after work, I'll stay in the facility to reply work emails cos I seldom get to sit down at my table. There are times I was busy and my temper grew....My face got black...not a very nice sight for colleagues to see. But I'm grateful that they know I'm serious when I got down to work and they accepted my temperment. Actually, I felt happy when I'm kept busy... but I don't seemed to get tire out..or at least, my brain has been active these days...Not very good because I couldn't sleep well. Woke up 2-3 times in the middle of the night and unhappy things would appear in my mind again...but I guess life is getting a little calmer for me....
Caught a cold lately, my nose would either run or block, have been breathing thru my mouth these days. Guess my brain din receive enough oxygen, result in headaches.
But i rather keep myself busy than to take MC....
Was a little upset today by a colleague who seemed to take me for granted. I've been covering some of her work for about 3 weeks because for valid reasons. But now she's back to handle her stuff yet she expected me to do...Well, that's not really her stuff, it's our stuff...but I just can't accept it when she conveniently placed the form on my table and expected me to do it...I don't mind doing it, just that I hated it when people take my help for granted...Of course, I refused to do it...and expressed my displeased in a light-hearted way...The other colleague realised that she was a bit too far and chided her. They realised that I was pissed...but that gal left a blunt comment that makes me really upset...
We still talked as usual over lunch and I thought I might be too petty...eventually, helped her to run that errand in the end...
I'm looking forward to a break...or rather a short getaway off S'pore...had been planning trips but nothing seemed to work out...I need to dive....into the paradise where it's a totally different world.


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