About Me

Life is beautiful to me... But beautiful things do not last long. This makes me cherish my family, friends and love even more. My heart beats with all the life around. To live with Passion and live life to the fullest- that's me.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Swings of Melancholy

It's already 8pm and I'm still at my workstation doing some stuff that need to be done sometime back. Was supposed to give a surprise visit to my piano teacher with a colleague, who is currently attending her classes. However, my teacher had something on, so she postponed the lesson.

Could have gone home, or to town to get my favourite chocolate donuts....guess I was lazy.
But I'm enjoying being alone here in this cold room with the soothing music that serves as dew drops to my sore heart...

Been waking up these morning feeling really awful and having dreams that brings back painful memories...Thankfully, my mood got better as the time passes...but the cycle just repeats everyday... Guess I'm not a morning person though my biological clock has been timed early ever since a year ago.

Someone poured out his heart today...telling me how lonely and lost he felt. I can truely understand what he has gone through. I kinda felt more comforted and fortunate that I'm better off than him cos I have a bigger circle of friends and a supportive, closely-knitted family, whereas he doesn't. He wanders about everyday after work till he's totally worn out before going home...

Conducted an interview today together with my boss for new staff... after hearing how some people seek for job desparately in order to support their family, my boss and I decided to give them a chance to work. Seems like both of us have a streak of charitable heart... turns soft at anyone's plight... not very wise. Of course, their attitude was fine...just hope they don't disappoint us.

Tomorrow shall be a better day;)

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